hello.

Now I'm finally here writing my very first post on this blog. I feel slightly weird writing in English always wondering whether the last sentence was proper English. As you might notice English isn't my mother tongue. I really like the English language, not only because it's told to be an easy language (and I'm quite bad in grammar), I like the sound (and the different accents) and the fact that English is a language that connects people all over the world. At the moment I would really like to go to the UK some day soon. I could imagine myself to spend a year abroad, even though I'm kind of an anxious person, not that I'm having anxiety attacks, but I worry way too much. In addition to that I would consider myself as an introvert rather shy person, which obviously aren't the best conditions to spend a year abroad on my own. On the other side I would really like to do stuff and gain experiences, but in the back of my mind there is always something holding me back. The last few weeks I isolated myself from the outside and there was a lot on my mind, that I'm now starting to sort out. I want to make my life worth living, waking up in the morning being grateful for the day and stop caring about what other people might think of me as long as I like what I do.