You know what I suck at? I suck at carry on doing stuff. I started this blog in march when there was not that much to do (besides some stupid seminar papers I had to write), because I was on vacation at home and the new semester was still a month before it started. I thought it might be fun. I thought I might practice my English skills writing about some stuff that was going on in my life and through my mind. Well, I did start the blog. I spent hours of searching for the right name, layout and a picture for the frontpage. It took me quite some time to write a single post, not to mention to find the right words in English. I planned some other posts, that I never really ended up doing, because I told myself that I didn't had the time anymore. Also I started to work on making videos this summer. I've put the first one up and was working on some further videos and then again there was some university stuff to work on again and I spent my free time procrastinating and not getting it done. That's quite an issue I've got. I would like to be that person being so super organized and having the guts to getting my shit done, instead I spent two days of watching youtube videos and not reading the pile of texts I should have read until tomorrow morning. So that is what's going on right now, maybe I'll start to write again, maybe I'll finish the video I kind of planned, I don't know. I just know that I'm freaked out about the work I've got ahead of me for the next month. Here we go again.
